It's obviously a message for you my lovely girl

My daughter,
When you're born in this world it doesn't mean you are your parents reflections. You start a new life God give you, nobody involves. A girl baby doesn't have to play cooking doughs nor Barbie. You can play with cars or trucks or playing dirt in the garden. You should study, not very hard. Not to get the first rank, study and learn what you've never knew before. If you already are, find something new. Yes, you can dress anything convenient to you. There maybe catcaller increase higher level at your age, but don't worry I'll be there to protect you. I'll punch their eyes and snitch the 'well-manner' mouths. You want to cover your body full to make yourself save and protected? No it's not you whose should behave, it's their mind. If those other girl who did so, they want to make themselves look wiser than you, don't copy that. You are your less and more. You can travel anywhere you want, get lost find something new and take a deep conversation inside your soul. What that journey brings you into. Travel isn't about going far away and let them people know where your ass is at now, it's about your war with your worries.
You may finally met a man, yes I'll be very fierce. I said I'll protect you, maybe I'll hit his balls if he plays you. I don't know what you'll call it at your time, love or other bizarre words you'd created. You finally become a wife of somebody. You are you. What you've done and what you've been thru should never been changed. If you had many hobbies, you have career, your links. Nothing need to be changed.
So somebody may say wives should serve her husband, dress well not to ashamed the family, cooking delicious dishes, house 24hours clean, steady tidy clothes and be there smiling not to panic about anything. You shouldn't be a bother to your  family, be dedicated and independent like having your own  professional job. So it's like you need to balance those all without falling down on your walks everyday. You can be a wife at your own version, if that somebody disagree you. I'm standing in front of you to shut the morons down. What's important your family is not satisfied of your 'jobs' but well educated and happy. Your kids can do better than you nor worse than you, never force them. Your husband can have alone time without you and your children. Separate things well. Manage it wisely. Find their own path with you no involve, give them freedom since they're born, like I raise you. Raise them well too.

Omen




dream, dream, dream
it's just you and your heart know what you have in your deep sleeping
nobody could erase or distract and chase it away. tho, foggy bushes woods i see a house, not just once not just twice.
no man's home, breezing cold breath that reminds how sneaky is a gaze.
with a knitted winter neckerchief we got from our warm home at that tropical land.
stare to the sparkling dust above south ocean, i keep an eye to the entire land.

Pemikiran Pra-ego masyarakat Islam Modern Indonesia


Ada materi pelajaran Sejarah Kebudayaan Islam dulu yang sangat jelas masih saya ingat sampai sekarang. Setelah sepeninggalnya Rasulullah Saw dan selesainya masa kepemimpinan Khulafaur Rasyidin, Bani Umayyah dst adalah pemegang amanat kepemimpinan umat Islam. Lalu kenapa umat Islam bisa sampai berpencar (bukan terpisah) menjadi sedemikian rupa hingga seperti sekarang? Bani Umayyah tak berlangsung lama hingga akhirnya kesatuan umat Islam pada saat itu sangat kacau balau dikarenakan fitnah yang berhebus didalam kepemimpinan dan persaudaraan sesama pemimpin Islam. Karena peperangan saudara sesama muslim tidak bisa dielakkan meskipun semua memiliki pemikiran untuk mencari yang terbaik bagi ummat dan meyakini Allah meridhoi cara kepemimpinannya. Selain daripada itu, ada banyak pemikiran-pemikiran yang mulai berkembang dan tidak semua umat atau sesama pemimpin memahami hal tsb dan mengakibatkan waspada meningkat untuk lebih mempercayai kepemimpinan lainnya. 1438 Hijriah, Umat Islam melebur didalam modernitas (ilmu dan teknologi yang berkembang melalui pemikiran ilmuwan islam dan non-islam merenovasi setiap titik-titik dunia lama) dengan segala pencapaian, cara kepemimpinan yang baru dan masalah ummat yang tiada hentinya. Semua tetap meyakini Allah dzat yang akan menuntun kita kepada hal kebaikan dan kita akan selalu memerangi keburukan di sisi lainnya. Islam, bukan hanya sekedar Indonesia.

Islam bukan hanya sekedar perdebatan sengit Jonru dan Akbar Faisal mengenai siapa yang paling benar dan siapa yang telah memutar balikkan kebenaran sambil keduanya yakin dan menyebut-nyebut nama Allah. Islam adalah tentang pemikiran dan pendalaman berpikir untuk mencapai kedamaian tentang kenapa Allah Dzat yang paling Agung menjadikannya agama yang Haq. Tentang bagaimana kita menyampaikan bahwa agama yang kita yakini adalah kebenaran dan pembawa kebaikan. Tentang bagaimana kita melakukan banyak hal yang membawa pencerahan kepada ummat lainnya. Pemimpin adalah manusia. Manusia yang dapat melakukan banyak kesalahan. Apakah kita merindui Rasulullah? Beliau tentunya akan sangat sedih melihat wajah kita hari ini, saya. Seharusnya lah kita kembali kepada Allah dan merenungi, akan jadi muslim apakah kita dalam hampir 15 abad kejayaannya. Saling berseteru dan menganggap pemahaman diri yang paling benarkah? Atau mengkaji dan mencari pemahaman sudah sejauh mana kita pergi meninggalkan landasan?

"Dan (ingatlah) tatkala Tuhan engkau berkata kepada Malaikat : Sesungguhnya Aku hendak menjadikan di bumi seorang khalifah. Berkata mereka : Apakah Engkau hendak menjadikan padanya orang yang merusak di dalam nya dan menumpahkan darah, padahal kami bertasbih dengan memuji Engkau dan memuliakan Engkau ? Dia berkata : Sesungguhnya Aku lebih mengetahui apa yang tidak kamu ketahui."